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Name: Eric
State: New York
Gender: Male
Interests: Interests
Expertise: one time, I counted to 100 all by myself
Occupation: Eric
Industry: English, Psychology, Education
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Member Since:
11/13/2002
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| I randomly met this girl on a bus
and she was cool and cute and then she even facebook friended me
which I thought was neato
but because its facebook I checked and she is not nearly, nearly the age I thought she was
born in 1991
and now she is sending me a facebook message
that would make me have to do math
god dammit facebook.
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| For the past 24 hours I've been a littl annoyed more than usual. Even took a mental health day off of work. Slept an extra 7 hours. Feeling like I might overreact to things worth a little reaction and I didn't trust it, so I called it in.
It occured to me I am a little angry at my mentor. It occured to me that since it's considered unprofessional not to put your mentors wang in your mouth when/if they do something related more to their emotions then professionalism that I have been very 'nice.' This is not real niceness, but a form of nice that really means disciplined as a bitch. Like making light when my mentor comes around and slaps with an error that there's a perfectly reasonable reason to make, and instead of caring about this reason (for she has already made her personality assessment) phrase it in the way of "I wanted to hit you, I mean this is the closest I've ever come to wanting to hit someone."
Problem: I wrote August 1, 2008 in a very novel case type I worked the solution out to (because I am a genius) instead of 08 01 08 - in instructing someone as to the data that will go into a letter. Because people under me may be retarded and will screw translating that up and therefore I have done the entire case incorrectly. Sure.
Anyway, I do not like implications of physical harm - stating it any way that isn't the most absolute lightest of ways reflects a shitload of inappropriateness in attitude. Also, it is just not funny and I know how much of a rush it gives you to reign soveriegn over a person who is as 6'4 and awesome as me, but perhaps this is not working out. I think its time to become a lot less nice and a lot colder in my approach at work, because responding to that with good humor seems to discourage me having good humor with things are worth handling with good humor that much more. Also, my serious side is not at all cool with unfair personality assessments based on a reasonable performance. And I have thought about it, it is a reasonable performance. Knowing this is one of my super powers.
Anyway, since I really get to have my own back in this situation as there's not a single ninny on this planet who can understand or really help improve my situation but me, it was slightly important to not run into work at 6am and stay home so I can gain some grounding. ffml; ftw
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(2:25:58 AM): J (2:26:06 AM): . . you know facebook is very very public right? (2:26:33 AM): because I see you do insanely retarded things like make mentions of blunts and scream nigga (2:26:34 AM): ugh (2:26:44 AM): blunts? (2:26:47 AM): and I just posted a comment to your comment which you probably oughta delete (2:26:49 AM): wen did i say that (2:26:51 AM): yes. on my wall (2:26:53 AM): when you weren't thinking (2:26:55 AM): clearly (2:27:03 AM): that was a while ago (2:27:05 AM): I'm a goddamn fed, that's a retarded thing to do. (2:27:30 AM): didn't i apologize for that (2:27:31 AM): You even asked me for a job hook up, you think they won't read your facebook? (2:27:37 AM): and i didn kno you were a federal agent (2:27:38 AM): what will they see? (2:27:41 AM): Nigga nigga nigga. (2:27:48 AM): that's all they have to see, and you will be evaluated (2:28:02 AM): lastly, I just rode the subway with loudmouthed idiot kids screaming nigga nigga nigga. Everyone hated them (2:28:30 AM): I'm don't wanna be all condescending to you, I seriously don't, but come on man, please don't be a punk, you are seriously, seriously doing yourself a disservice. (2:28:41 AM): ugh ok ok (2:29:20 AM): That's my lecture, that's all, I'm really trying not to be a jerk ya know, please consider it (2:29:26 AM): mhm (2:29:32 AM): on that note, how is the schooling treating you? (2:29:49 AM): could be better im tryin to finish this essay at the moment (2:30:27 AM): yeeah that'll happen
(2:30:37 AM): well don't forget to have some fun too
(2:30:45 AM): lol i wont
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